It was not about Authority when I started to gain ranking but now it is more about authority links and so now I am not anywhere and I am fine with that because that is how Google behaves.

Some webmaster would argue that they are more deserving than some of the result and I don't deny that fact but if you know how ranking is based on... you would say that some of those results deserves more than my link. Again that holds true for many other terms as well where my content is not as good as others but that content has managed to gain better natural links over time

SEO is a zero sum game.